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Experiences of Reclamation
May 15th 2010
I was visiting my friend Janet, who owns a beautiful, crimson colored, parrot named Chloe. As we sat talking in the living room about life, Chloe walked out of the kitchen, up to me, jumped on my shoe and proceeded to pull herself up my leg using her beak and claws. I wasn't afraid, rather highly intrigued by her determination to connect with me. As an inexperienced bird handler, I tried to assist Chloe as she lost her balance using my hand to lift her back feathers. This created fear in her, for she was use to Janet offering her fingers to perch on. In all of the flurry, Chloe used her beak to grab onto my arm and "accidentally?" bit me...hard! Shocked by the outcome (luckily, no blood) we poured essential oils on my wound as I held the space for an answer. About 90 minutes later after working on Janet and eating a delicious lunch, I prepared myself to receive a healing session from Janet. About 10 minutes into the healing I began feeling a rise of emotions which brought tears to my eyes and visions of being in a rainforest. 5 months ago received information regarding a past life as a Peruvian Shaman woman. In that life I had achieved a level of mastery and healing, which was lost, shut down, (forgotten) due to circumstances that were beyond my control or abilities to save many members of my tribe. I did not heal my heart from that time, rather shut down due to profound grief. One cannot carry the mastery of ones soul into the next life if they are energetically closed from the trauma of their experiences, so that empowered stream of mastery is temporarily " LOST". So there I was, in the Peruvian rainforest in my minds eye, with the knowing that this healing was being offered to me. In the next moment, in my higher vision, I saw Chloe out of the corner of my eye, as if she was coming up from behind me and to the right and the next thing I know Chloe jumps into my body expanding in size as I felt myself become her. I could see my wings stretch out into my arms and her head became my head, as a bright flush of Crimson shot up from my chest into my head. Janet continued to sing, hold sacred space and move the energies to make room for this new vibration. "These are my Shaman wings,” I thought to myself...."together with my Angelic wings I will be a stronger bridge between heaven and earth!" And there it was.... real reclamation in the body, heart, mind and spirit. Today, I walk with a little more authority, awareness and connection to myself and Mother Earth, with profound gratitude
April 11th 2010
It was the 3rd level of Violet Alchemy® Dowsing Mystery School. As always we were guided by the Archangels and Ascended Masters, specifically for this level - Archangel Michael, Master St. Germaine, head of the Violet flame and Quan Yin, Goddess of compassion and mercy. Using my body as the vessel or channel, the Angels and masters offer dispensations or teachings to the group and then transmissions of pure divine light and love frequencies to heal, activate and initiate our energy bodies. All of this is preparation to be clear conduits, rainbow bridges to facilitate healing for the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. As I shared with the students the energy psychology of each chakra, core issues were being triggered, rising to the surface, ready to be resolved. One by one, we individually addressed what each one needed to be revealed, seen, then resolved and healed for good. It was power-filled, transformative and emotional for each one. During the last few hours of our time together I was noticing a deep desire for rest. I felt out of balance with a slight feeling of anxiousness under the surface. Justin suggested we go outside and stand on the earth for some grounding. Afterwards I noticed it had not made a difference for me. We proceeded to sit in circle and resume class. I reached for my pendulum to ask for guidance and was instructed that it was " my turn" for healing. "Uh oh" I thought... simultaneously I inform the class that I needed them to hold me in sacred space like never before, because I was about to unravel before their eyes. My level of anxiousness rose with speed and intensity. I can feel Egyptian Mother ISIS above me as I begin to experience huge shifts in my energy field, a rising tide of grief and confusion. I am being led into the mystery, the unknown and although I am overwhelmed with emotion, I KNOW, I AM being HELD by my Beloved guides and teachers. As this is unraveling, I am instructing and informing my students what is happening, while simultaneously being the healing facilitator and receiver...a truly multi-dimensional experience! There is no way to analyze or prepare for when Divine intervention takes place you must surrender to the magnificence of it all. In this moment, RECLAMATION is at hand. It is revealed that Justin had been with me in that time as well. I am having past life memories of being in the Isis healing temples in Egypt as a teacher in the Ancient Mystery schools. The memory is filled with anxiety for the Goddess temples were being desecrated and invaded. The belief I created in that moment was, " if the temples were destroyed, then the teachings would be lost". As The Angels and Isis held me, and Justin, I surrendered this belief and all of the memories, thought and illusions that supported this belief.... I could feel and hear Isis as she announced to me, " YOU are the TEMPLE now, you are the keeper of these teachings, they live in you!!" In my higher vision I could see that She was anchoring a huge Ankh of Christed Gold light into the full length of my body as well as Justin's. Waves of humility, relief and gratitude filled my being as we received the reactivation of the truth of who and what we are. The deepest realization that Violet Alchemy® teachings are indeed a modern-day mystery school anchored into my being in that moment. I will forever be grateful to Joanne, Linda, Leilani and Justin who held sacred space for me so that the truth of that moment could be reclaimed.
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